Pain Recovery

I had started to let it go.
Let all the pain go away.
At least i felt much more better.
That's only way to release myself.

I had changed myself.
The previous me was gone.
I had started to give less caring.
It was the way to avoid get hurt.

I had changed more optimistic.
Believed that everything got its solution.
I started not to care everything.
It wasn't my matter anymore.

Everthing seem to back to normal.
But actually something had changed.
It will never be the same again.
That was what i had accepted.